Chapter 6
Lyra Haldene’s hair is loose and wild, a halo of anxious curls. She presses her palms together as she stands outside Peris’s office, the tips of her fingers trembling. Her skirt is rumpled, ink stains on her sleeve, as if her entire body aches with all she can’t say. The corridor is close and breathless, carved shadows flickering across the stone beneath her shoes. She hesitates, then raises a hand to knock—soft, barely there, hope and dread threaded through the sound.
Peris opens the door. He’s in shirtsleeves, collar open, shadows under his eyes. He looks exhausted, as if he’s borne every secret in the building for centuries. For a moment his gaze catches on Lyra’s worry—then he steps aside, his voice gentler than she deserves. “You shouldn’t be here,” he says, but doesn’t tell her to leave. Inside, there’s the faint scent of tea and paper, a half-read letter crushed in his fist. Lyra moves past him, their hands brushing. Electricity jumps in her skin.
Lyra’s voice catches. She wants to apologize, to confess every hurt, but all that comes out is: “I don’t know who I am anymore.” Her eyes are wet and unblinking. Peris turns from her, the muscle in his jaw tightening. “We’ve crossed boundaries, Lyra. It’s my fault. I can’t let you be hurt by it.” But she steps closer, her body so heartbreakingly open. Her hand finds his—fingers twining, desperate, selfish. “I need you to see me,” she whispers.
His breath hitches. He looks younger and older all at once, haunted. The guilt and desire war in his eyes as the clock in the hall hammers out seconds. For one fragile moment, their faces hover together—his thumb pressed to her pulse, his lips almost against her hair. Someone coughs outside, and they break apart, startled—hands still clinging.
The door swings open: Saille stands in the hall, arms folded, her gaze sharp and glittering. Her lips curl in a slow, triumphant smile as she absorbs every damning detail—Lyra’s flushed cheeks, Peris’s clenched jaw, their tangled hands. “Well,” she purrs, “this is interesting.” Lyra yanks her hand away, face burning. Peris stiffens, every muscle rigid with fear and shame.
Rumors unfurl through the academy faster than fire. Lyra walks the halls drowning in accusation—every whisper a blade. She wears shame like a bruise; even her best friends shrink from her. Caelum corners her near the library, jacket immaculate, eyes wild and glassy. “Everyone’s talking,” he says, voice cracking as he tries to reach her. He confesses everything: his cheating, his desperation, his love for perfection—his desire for her sympathy. “I did it all for you,” he breathes, searching her face for forgiveness, for something to fill him up. Lyra’s chest tightens—her own heart confused, split between guilt and longing, and the anchor of Peris’s absence.
Torrek, gaunt and restless, spends hours in the gym. Sweat stains his shirt; his hair is limp, hands fidgeting at his sides. Saille finds him there, her laughter soft and predatory. She circles him, her words syrupy with suggestion—each sentence a dare. Her fingertips drift down his arm, but he jerks away, wild-eyed, and stalks out alone. On the field, the team whispers, and Torrek is suddenly a stranger in his own skin.
Peris sits before the Headmaster, posture rigid, hands perfectly still except for the tapping of his pen. His face is pale, wounded, but he won’t meet anyone’s eyes. Blocking out the world, he returns again and again to the memory of Lyra’s hand in his—how alive he’d felt for one breathless second, how wrong. “I never meant for this,” he says, his voice low and hoarse, “but I can’t change what’s happened.” The Headmaster only frowns, lips pressed tight, as Saille hovers in the background, eyes gleaming with satisfaction.
Lyra’s resolve finally buckles. She shuts herself in her room, hands shaking, phone lighting up with messages she doesn’t dare open. Her heart pounds in her ears. At twilight, she goes searching for Torrek—finds him alone, face gray, pupils blown, the sound of his breath like the sea in a storm. “I can’t do this,” he mutters, voice barely there. Lyra reaches for him, but he flinches away.
That night, as dusk thickens into darkness, sirens scream across the pitch. Torrek is found collapsed beside empty pill bottles, limbs slack, sweat beading on his brow. Panic erupts. Students gather in their pajamas—faces ghostly, eyes wide with fear and guilt. Lyra’s throat closes as she stares at Torrek’s unmoving body, her knees weak, her guilt suffocating. Peris arrives, frantic, wild, searching the crowds for both Lyra and Torrek, every part of him screaming with regret.
As the ambulance doors slam shut, chaos reigns. Saille slips quietly into the night, unseen, her mouth twisting in a secretive smile. The academy is left raw and trembling, every secret exposed, every line crossed. The ache of broken trust seeps into the walls, promises shattering with every heartbeat.
To be continued...