Chapter 6
Rain clawed at the windows, streaking the diner’s neon with streaks of blue and red. Mairen hunched at the corner booth, tapping ash into an empty teacup as whispers churned on her phone. Her name was everywhere—on the lips of callers, on the creeping scroll of texts blazing across her screen. She was exposed. The affair, detonated live on air just hours ago, had left her raw, skinless. The town muttered her secrets. Her limbs shook as she scrolled through the endless, anonymous judgment, her confidence crumpling with every word.
The door banged open—wind and Ivo both storming in. He was always certain, infuriatingly composed, broad shoulders filling the space before her. But tonight there was something wild in his eyes. He’d been listening, too, as her private world split open across the frequency.
“You shouldn’t be here,” she said, voice low, but she wanted him close—needed someone unafraid of her ugliness.
He slid into the booth beside her, the vinyl groaning under his weight. Their thighs pressed together. “And you need to stop pretending you don’t want rescue,” he shot back, tone gentler than she deserved.
For a moment, they only breathed, the storm a pulse around them. Mairen shuddered. She tried for bravado, but her voice cracked. “You just want someone more broken than you.”
He almost laughed, but instead cupped her jaw, thumb rough on her cheekbone. “Maybe I want someone who feels too much.”
Heat flared between them. Desperation and fury crashed together—she gripped his collar, dragged him in. Their mouths met, teeth flashing, bruising and urgent. He tasted like coffee and cigarettes, like ruin. She climbed into his lap as he pulled her hips closer, the booth shuddering. The rawness between them fed the ache; she let herself fall, gasping, into blunt, reckless sex, his hands everywhere, possessing, forgetting the world outside. Under the fluorescent lights, she found solace in their shared destruction.
Later, tangled and breathless, she stared at the ceiling tiles—wondering if this was healing or just oblivion. Ivo held her tighter than necessary.
Across the room, behind the counter, Veyra watched with mirror-dark eyes. The usually-remote sound engineer pressed her palms against the glass, jealousy like a physical blow to her chest. She’d always believed herself immune to this—above such messy longing—but seeing Ivo and Mairen together, she felt her foundation quake. Logic warred with desire, sharp and dizzying. She slipped out before her feelings could crystallize, rain swallowing her steps.
Solan found her outside, hunched beneath the diner’s awning, every line in her face softer than he’d seen before. “You okay?” he asked, voice barely carrying over the storm.
She almost told him the truth. Instead, she stiffened, “None of your concern.” His disappointment flashed, but he nodded, turning away—more fragile than she’d thought possible. She almost called after him.
Inside, Solan’s humiliation was complete. He’d believed in love—online, anonymous, imagined—and been gutted. Now, the people he wanted most were unreachable, tangled up in their own messes. He drifted through the shadows until he found Telin hunched over the lighthouse radio, fiddling with broken dials.
“Did you ever wish you could just start over?” Solan whispered, voice raw.
Telin looked up, their eyes kind, the lighthouse a cocoon of salt and static. “Who says you can’t?” It wasn’t comfort he was after, but contact—flesh and proof of his own existence. When Telin touched his shoulder, he didn’t pull away. He leaned in, the warmth between them delicate, fleeting, enough to break the loneliness. For a moment, nothing else mattered.
Back at the station, Mairen fought her own despair. Was this what it meant to be truly known—gutting, punishing, yet also freeing? Ivo was next to her, silent. She wanted to say she was sorry for all of it, but the words stuck.
Upstairs, in the thunder-lit studio, Solan pressed “record” and began to speak. His confession was damning, every secret, every manipulation, every lie swirling through the microphone—intent to shatter what remained.
The tape whirred. His voice bled into the silence.
To be continued...