Chapter 4
Calder’s shirt clung to his back, sweat beading along his hairline as he navigated the echoing hush of after-hours hallways. His tie hung loose, pale hands jammed in his pockets, shoulders drawn a fraction tighter than usual. Students’ laughter from earlier persisted in his mind, a low static; he tried to shut it out, but the whispered rumors that trailed him felt heavier tonight, like a swarm gathering just below the skin.
He found Havyn by the lockers, her athletic jacket zipped to her chin, body angled defensively, jaw set beneath a tangle of dark hair. Her eyes flicked to him—stormy, searching, then shuttered. She looked almost untouchable, the faintest tremor in her hand betraying a crack underneath. Calder tried to meet her gaze, but found himself caught on the bandage winding her knuckles, the memory of her steady grip in the pool still humming in his palm.
“Why are you here?” she asked, voice low, controlled, but not quite cold. The tension between them was almost physical—an invisible cord, vibrating with every unsaid thing.
“I heard what they’re saying,” Calder murmured, tone fraying around the edges. “About me. About us.” He stepped closer, the air charged. “It’ll get worse before it gets better.”
Havyn’s mouth tightened, a small, defensive flick of her tongue against a split in her lip. “You knew this was coming,” she said, though her fingers knotted in her sleeve, betraying nerves. “We both did.”
A door slammed somewhere, far away. Calder flinched, and for a moment the weariness in his face eclipsed everything—blue shadows under his eyes, an almost desperate light flickering there. “I can’t be what they want me to be,” he admitted, voice nearly breaking. “But I can’t lose you, either.”
She swallowed, jaw clenched. “I don’t need saving,” she managed, but there was a plea wrapped inside it, a question she didn’t dare voice.
He nodded, then reached out—hesitant, trembling—fingertips brushing the crook of her elbow, grounding himself. Havyn’s breath stuttered. Walls that had held for years now threatened to collapse; something bruised and raw pressed between them. For a heartbeat, she leaned into his touch, then jerked away, eyes bright with something dangerously close to tears she’d never let fall.
Elsewhere, Vesya hovered at the edge of the faculty lounge, shoulders hunched in her thrift-store dress, faded floral print catching the harsh light. The phone in her shaking hand buzzed—a new message, a threat wrapped in too-familiar language: “Expose them, or your history becomes theirs.” Her chest constricted. She pressed her knuckles to her lips, swallowing the urge to scream. No one met her eyes as she passed. She blended in, invisible until needed, burdened with secrets that might destroy everyone she cared for.
Backstage after curtain call, the theater’s darkness offered hiding, not safety. Calder found Havyn there, the rich velvet smell thick in the air. He reached for her, desperation in the way his hands found her waist, fingers splaying possessively. She didn’t move at first; then she let go—all restraint evaporating. Their kiss was a collision: mouths bruising, teeth catching; hands mapping skin with a hunger fed by weeks of denial. Somewhere nearby, applause echoed, a world away.
Havyn tugged him closer, her jacket slipping to the floor. She pressed him against the rickety set wall, breath ragged, murmuring his name like a secret meant for burning. Calder responded in kind, every touch an apology, every kiss a promise never to leave, even as he feared it was already slipping away. When they finally broke apart—skin flushed, heartbeat racing—the world felt shifted, jarred out of alignment.
Outside in the corridor, Vesya’s silhouette lingered, watching them through a crack in the door. Her eyes brimmed with something complicated—longing, regret, and a flicker of resolve. She touched the message on her phone, thumb hovering. Her decision would change everything.
Somewhere, another phone vibrated. A shadowed figure sent a second message—this time, to Calder. Its words appeared on his lock screen, damning and ominous: “There’s more coming. You’re not ready.”
To be continued…