Chapter 7
Kaiden sits hunched at the edge of the empty staff lounge, elbows on his knees, his dark hair damp and curling at the temple from hours spent pacing. The weight of last night’s mistakes hangs heavy on his chest; every shift of his broad shoulders feels like an invitation for regret to claw deeper. He wears only a gray thermal shirt and snow-damp pants, hands twisting absently in his lap, knuckles white. In the window’s reflection, his own eyes look hunted—tired, glassy, like he’s been searching for answers in the dark.
Outside, Lirae stomps past the door, cheeks flushed beneath the sharp wind, black leggings tucked into battered boots and her old red snow jacket zipped to the chin. She moves with restless energy—restless even for her—clenched jaw, mouth a hard slash. When she catches Kaiden’s gaze through the glass, the connection burns, raw and pulsing. He flinches first and looks away, heat rising in his throat.
Inside the kitchen, Maelis stands at the counter, slicing bread with unblinking precision. Her chef’s whites are slightly askew, a lock of chestnut hair escaping her bun. She watches Lirae’s retreating figure with an ache so quiet it barely registers as hope, but her hands betray her, trembling just enough to leave uneven slices. The silence in the lodge grows heavier, thick with the tension of everything unsaid.
Zira bursts in, cheeks windbitten, hair escaping her ponytail, medic’s jacket unzipped. The air hisses from her lungs as she slams her gloves on the table, eyes scanning the room for Kaiden—a flash of need quickly masked behind a brittle smirk. She’s avoided him since the night she caught him with Maelis, but anger, guilt, and longing simmer beneath the bravado. Their gazes lock. Kaiden tries to smile, but it fractures, torn by shame.
Suddenly, a guest bursts in, voice shaking: “Lirae went after someone—into the woods. Blizzard’s rolling in. She’s not back.” Kaiden bolts upright, all hesitation gone. Zira is by his side in a heartbeat, hands already steady, shoving equipment into a battered rescue pack. Her words are quick, clinical—“Thermal blankets. Radio. Headlamps. Let’s go.” But her eyes flick to Kaiden, worry swimming, begging for something neither of them can say out loud.
Out in the storm, snow stings their skin and visibility shrinks to a pale veil. Kaiden’s hand brushes against Zira’s as they plunge deeper into the trees, the accidental heat between them a jolt that lands lower than he wants to admit. “You’re still mad,” he says, voice thick. Zira snorts, but her tone is softer than before. “I’m always mad.” They stumble over roots; Kaiden catches Zira as she slips, his arms tight around her waist for a heart-stopping second before she pulls away, cheeks flushed—not just from cold. There’s so much unsaid, crowding every touch.
They round a thicket, breathless, and find Lirae crouched beside the guest—a pale, trembling woman—wrapping her in Lirae’s own jacket. Lirae’s eyes are wild in the headlight beam, red-rimmed and defiant. Kaiden kneels beside her, one gloved hand closing around her wrist, grounding her. “You’re okay,” he whispers, searching her face. Her lip trembles; she looks away, anger melting into exhaustion. “I couldn’t just wait. Not when it mattered.” Kaiden nods, brushing snow from her hair, and Zira stands over them, arms crossed, watching them fall back into their old shapes—tender, broken, inseparable.
The trek back is slow and silent, each footstep punctuated by sharp breaths and unspoken apologies. At the lodge, Maelis waits in the atrium, arms folded so tightly it hurts. Her wall cracks when Zira walks in; for a second, Maelis’s eyes plead for connection, but Zira’s gaze is distant, lost somewhere between longing and resentment.
Later that night, Kaiden slips into the supply room, running shaking hands through his hair. Zira follows, boots crunching on the linoleum, her jaw set. “We can’t keep doing this,” she says, voice barely above a whisper. Kaiden steps close, his breath trembling, searching her face for forgiveness or permission or both. “I’m sorry, Zira. For all of it. For you.” The apology cracks him open, raw and exposed.
Zira’s hands fist in his shirt, pulling him down until their foreheads touch, breaths mingling. In that charged, frozen silence, the need—months, years of want and regret—erupts. Their kiss is desperate, bruising, wild; Zira’s fingers clutch Kaiden’s jaw as if anchoring herself, his hands trembling against her waist. Her lips part for him, and the storm outside finds its echo in the friction of bodies rediscovering each other. Kaiden tastes salt and snow as he buries his face in her neck, letting himself want, just for a moment. Zira’s voice breaks as she whispers, “I can’t lose you—not again.” But the fear is there, lurking behind her ragged breath.
Somewhere in the hallway, Lirae collapses to her knees, head in her hands, silent tears slipping down her face. Maelis finds her, kneeling beside in the dim glow, touching Lirae’s shoulder. “You don’t have to be strong all the time,” Maelis murmurs, voice gentle—softer than it’s ever been. For once, Lirae lets herself lean into the comfort, letting the ache bleed out.
Just as Kaiden and Zira emerge, tangled and spent, Maelis bursts from the kitchen, panic in her voice. “He’s gone,” she gasps. “The guest. He’s missing. And he left something behind—in your room, Kaiden. Something you’re not going to want anyone else to see.”
A stunned, terrified silence descends. Kaiden’s breath catches. Lirae stiffens; Zira’s face drains of color. The fragile trust between them fractures all over again.
To be continued...